Losing Grip

Human eats out of hunger. However, when a person continues to eat when he's fulled, that's not a good sign. When a person feels that his tummy is filled with pounds of junks but he still couldn't stop filling himself, that's freaking bad. When a person is so fulled until he feels like vomitting, yet, he keeps on consuming food, no kidding, that's a bloody sickening evil behaviour!

This is a kind of mental sickness! I have that problem ever since I moved to New York. Man! I eat damn a lot of American's stupid junk food. I gained a lot of weight! Au pair's nightmare is turning to be a FACT! I am so scared. I am really a 'shapeshifter' right now, a housewife whose body figure's like a fridge, massive and overweight without any curve. God! I have to do something before the Wanton Destruction rips me apart.

So... Please bear with me. I can't take it anymore!!! I have to post some of my 'presentable' photoes here as a REMINDER! I have to remember what am I SUPPOSED to look like. NO! Season, you can't live like a Zombie anymore! I am Season, not FATSON. Stop CRAVING like a pig. Fatness! GO AWAY!

I can't move too far away from the way I look in those recent photoes (There's some obvious warning red signal :/ Gross!). Actually should look better, OK?!!

*pinky swear to myself*

Gotta start doing it right NOW. Can't break the promise this time. NO WAY.