Saturday, April 21, 2007

Change

你又想起某個夏天 熱鬧海岸線
記憶中的那個少年 驕傲的宣
伸出雙手就能擁抱全世界
相信所有的夢想一定會實現
一切看起來都不會太遙遠
轉眼之間過了幾年
輕浮的語言都已慢慢沈澱
即使難免會變得更加洗煉
我們不曾妥協
那是我們都回不去的從前
幸好還可以堅持當時的信念

世界嘗試改變
當初的那個少年
那是我們都回不去的從前
當你站在那個夏天的海岸線
我們還是心裡面
那個偏執的少年
你又想起某個夏天 熱鬧海岸線
記憶中的那個少年 驕傲的宣言
伸出雙手就能擁抱全世界
相信所有的夢想一定會實現
我們不曾妥協 那是我們都回不去的從前
幸好還可以堅持當時的信念
世界嘗試改變
當初的那個少年

那是我們都回不去的從前
當你站在那個夏天的海岸線
我們還是心裡面
那個偏執的少年
那是我們都回不去的從前
幸好還可以堅持當時的信念世界嘗試改變
當初的那個少年那是我們都回不去的從前
當你站在那個夏天的海岸線我們還是心裡面
那個偏執的少年

That was a song sang by Michael and Gary. I love this song alot at the very first moment I listened to it from a radio station. It's just awesome. I know all of the people love Michael's voice, saying how great he was in singing this song. But, seriously, I think Gary is a better singer in this song. Opppsss.. many people will protest right now. Hmm... Easy, guys.. just I prefer Gary's low, deep and mellow voice than the other one. :P Don't beat me up , please...

After highschool, we entered college. It's been a while since we graduated from the university, sometimes, the days I had in the college struck my mind. I miss them, but likewhat being sung in the lyric, "we can never go back to our old times..."

Yes. How much we have changed within this short period of time, way too much. Some of us chose to work, and being assimilated to a certain kind of robotic lifestyle. Some of us chose to further study whereas some crazy kids like Protocol and I just threw everything away and flew to US, thinking of having a breakthrough in life.

Ours decision make us the envy among several friends, saying we are brave and adventurous. Well, nothing like that. If you want to change your life, you can do that, just don't let others tell you that you cannot do something. Hang on to your decision, no regrets afterwards...

In someway, Protocol and I have been americanized due to the experiences we had. We are no longer the fresh graduates we used to be. Nope, not saying we are greater, alot of ours friends have awesome jobs in Malaysia, which perhaps we could never get in life. What I am trying to say is.... we have changed so much and sometimes I wonder if I will be able to recognize myself in front of the mirror.

Wondering if the changes good? Only God will know. I can't be the old szechia I used to be anymore. Though, my belief and my will remain the same. We fight for our life via actions, not whine and wait for it to turn right.

5 comments:

Zoe said...

I still the same. I feel myself nothing much change, really! But I know you change a lot in some way, due to your experiences. There are too many "extra ordinary" thing happened to you ever since you are here. Good or bad, all depend on you. Gambate my friend ;)

Anonymous said...

-rach-

changes can be good or bad
if you think it's good then it's a good one
if you think that's bad then it will become a bad one although it's good
you yourself has to figure out what is good in your life
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lampfly said...

Hehe,tel u wat, after reading ur article, i feel that in some way it is referring to me..haha.. i know u din mean to.
Change is nothing to fear about; the most important thing is u know what r u doing, achieving and going for it:)
p/s no matter how u change u r still my lovely friend;P

Linly said...

i.... some sort feel like... i'm not myself anymore... it's not something good or bad... but i just don't feel happy at all...for not being myself... but like u say... i coulden't go back, i'm no longer the old time me....n i coulden't find the old me as well... Chia, where are we?

season said...

Zoe,
hmm.. nice loh like that. dont jjiajia. you changed alot, too. now more loving and patient liao. wasee.. old days u were like.. hahahnolah nolah.. kidding lah. :) u changed but in a good way. love you, still. no matter who you are. muaks.

rachel,
miss you. :) hai..yalo..who doestn change?? good or bad? i dont know. just try to be nice.. i mean sincerely, not like wearing a mask. hmm.. we will be fine. all the best ok?? i knwo you dont really like ur job now. take k. muaks.

Lampfly,
don't really knwo what i am doing. I am trying to grab something from what am i doing right now. 0_o.hmm..no clue tho. i guess experience more will be betetr no matter what. hmm.me miss you. :) gotta keep updating ur stuff..me wanna read. muaks.

linly,
*sigh..yes..not the old ME anymore. you, too. we expereinced too much and changed both in good and bad way. i know that. just do whatever we think it's right and never hurt other..we are still the old ME, well at least, our hearts reamin the same in some way. :) touche? muaks!