Huan ZhiYing

Hello. My name is Huan Zhi Ying. I don't know what's the meaning behind my name and I don't really care. Sometimes people call me "BB" or "Ah B", too. Granny didn't like it, she insists on calling me "YingYing". Who cares? As long as you allow me to drool on you and take me to the park, I love you.

As a baby, I love sleeping, chewing on toys and papers, crying out loud, laughing for no reason and pulling down table cloths. Besides, I drool 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Granny said I will stop having drooling mouth after growing up. But when will that be? I have no idea.

I sleep most of the times when I am not playing.

And, I am always hungry. I am waiting to be fed. I love soft and warm porridge served with Bovril. Mommyyyy... I am waiting!

HHmmmmHH. Yum YuM! I want more!
Oh... My tummy is filled up. I am full... (0_o)
Daddy, Stop! I mah puke them out! I don't want to eat anymore!
I am a baby. I cry when I don't want to eat! I cry LOUD and I struggle!
I am a baby. Normally when I cry, I win. Hurray!

Daddy, Mommy, Granpa and Grandma are my SLAVES! hehe.They have to listen to me and serve me nicely else I cry. I IS POWERFUL! Though, evil aunt pinches me all the time, she pokes my belly, too. So, I pull her long hair when I have chance!

I AM A CUTE BABY! LOVE ME!

Sunshine Song

The inside cry...

The other night dear as I lay dreaming
I dreamt that you were by my side
Came disillusion when I awoke dear
You were gone and then I cried

You are my sunshine my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know dear how much I love you
So please don't take my sunshine away

You told me once dear there'd be no other
That no one else could come between
But now you've left me to love another
You have broken all my dreams...

That was a song, which everybody sang when they were little. We rose our tiny arms, and bent our back to make a perfect 'O' shape when singing along with the music, under the instruction of the kindergarden school teachers. I thought it was a happy songs until I had a look at the lyrics yesterday, gingerly.

It used the simpliest words to present the pain somebody been through, losing the beloved one, I guess?! Then, it was composed with a happy-sounding music. Surprisingly,the two contrasting emotions matched together, following by the production of a grieving AND delightful song?

Yeah, too many times in life, we laugh;ignoring the tears that were hidden somewhere.