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匆匆忙忙的奔波于生活的当儿,请回个头，看一看那些被你遗忘了的角落.

那里是否有一双无助又落寂的眼睛尝试捕捉你的视线？

珍惜身边的一切，失去了的怎么也找不回。

Their Story

They had dated for 7 years before they got married. They knew each other ever since they were in the college, I think. After dating for years, the guy knew that she was the only woman he wanted to spend the rest of his life with. So, he proposed to her, on the very first the day of the Chinese New Year.

The woman was the most lovable daughter in the family. Her mother would make her a glass of 'Hot Milo' every morning once she got up, come rain or shine. It's a kind of habit she had since her daughter was little. It evolved into a family culture, which was known to everybody who were close to the family.

On the fateful day, the guy went on his knee, he said to his beloved woman,

"From now on, please let me replace your mom to make you a glass of 'Hot Milo' every morning..."

Gosh! Silly cute guy...He melted the woman's heart. How could she say NO? Hell No! After a month or two, they got married.

The guy chose to settle down in US. After the marriage ceremony, his wife flew here and joined him in Georgia. Yes, I am staying with them at the moment. They are my friend's sister's roommates.

Every evening, you can see the young couple getting busy in the kitchen, preparing the dinner together for themselves and also their roommates. After that, on the dinning table, you can see them chatting happily while scooping dishes for each other. The wife will give him a glass of water, when the dishes are too spicy.

After dinner, we all would do the dishes together, whereas the husband will take out the lunch boxes, filling them with rice and the left-over dishes so that both of them can bring them to work next day. His wife's lunch box always comes first.

Then, the next morning, of course, a hot 'Milo' and sandwiches on the table for his wife.

They go out for food shopping or movies sometimes. Most of the time, they just hang out with each other in the living room during weekend, watching a movie whilst holding each other tight. They always have so much to talk about and most of the time, you can hear the wife's laughters from your room.

I know that they have just got married and anything can happen after years but seriously, who cares? I find it to be a blissful marriage. They are really satisfy with what they are having right now. They are really an envy among their friends, at least me as the affection they share is so real and warm. They never try to show anyone that they are loving. Though, from every single little gesture of theirs, you can just feel the strong bond they share and the love that they have.

I couldn't stop smiling whenever I see them from the back, when they were helping each other out in the kitchen. I can feel the sweetness overwhelmed the atmosphere. Awww, it taste like honey, I mean the air :p .

First time in my life, I shall say, "Awesome marriage."

May the love lasts forever.

Cheers.

Under The Sun

You never know where life is going to take you. Sometimes, things just go so out of control. Please remember that humans do have limits, don't get too upset when unpleasant matters occur. Come on, let's smile and deal with it and do whatever you could to cope with the particular situation. You will definitely be alright.

It's hard for a seed to grow strong and flowers. There are too many factors which are going to affect the process. Though, a tiny seed will do whatever it could to fight for the chance of surviving.

Seeing the tough spirit of little seed, the rain will help, the soil will help, so does the sun. Finally, it grows proudly under the cozy sunlight. The flowers blossom, saunter down the meadow triumphantly.

Life's filled with miracles. Believe in it and fight for it. You will be the winner.

Take A break

In want of a break from previous boring, static and robotic life, I flew to US.

In need of a break from an aupair's life, I traveled around US, spending dollars as if I were a sugarbaby. SO far, Let me see... I have been to a couple places in the southern part of CA, New York, Boston, Washington DC, Georgia and New Jersey. Well, not that much either. Though, I had fun with my friends.

In urge of a break from socializing with only host family and stupid kids, I made a lot of friends from different countries. Let me see... I hung out with those from South Africa, Brazil, Argentina, German, Ukrain, fellow friends from Malaysia andsome local citizens. Result turns out to be fulfilling. I heard a lot of stories and I learn a lot from them through their companionship.

I always think that maybe they were just dreams. They were so unreal. I have to look at the photos taken from time to time, to prove that what I have been through is real and my present life is not a lie.

I wish that some of the things that happened could be a nightmare, which could be forgotten after taking a shower. But hell, it's impossible.
*sigh. another period of depression in my life.

I want to take a break. My nerve cracked. It caused me to have serious headache this morning. I have to take a break from thinking so much. Gotta learn from Ruffles, hey babe, are you a good boy lately? I miss you...

I need a break. Somebody out there tell me a joke, so that I can suppress my thinking of taking my visa card and booking a ticket online.

hahaha.. Malaysia, that could be the best place for me to take a break...

No. I don't feel any better. Tell me the way to take a break from my bad day.

0_o

DAMN IT.

I hate Georgia. What for doing here?! I must have out of my mind. I am NUTS!

argg... DAMN DAMN DAMN!

Maggots

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I am a disgusting maggot, which is trapped in a deep bottle.

I sleep and eat and eat and sleep, in the expenses of others.

I don't feel good, at all.

Kat-Man-Do

It was a very hot club in Trenton but none of us managed to get there, until the passed weekend.

Personally, I take it as my farewell parties. I went clubbing there with Protocol, Pekyin and Ingrid two days continuously. I shall say that was the most wonderful experience I ever had in clubbing.

Those live bands all had their own awesome vocalists. Their amazing live performance led the parties to the climax. All of us were crazy, regardless of nationality, skin colours, ages or genders. We couldn't stop screaming in excitement. We danced so hard and forgot about everything we had in our mind. We were conquered by the powerful music and hot atmosphere.

That was the first time in life, I care nothing about embaressment, others' judgement and my own dancing skill. It's party time! Let's get wild. Though, guys are jerks, they were like hunters waiting for their preys. NO WAYS! We know we are so damn hot, but, it's totally none of your freaking business. Some of us might have the most beautiful legs in this world, but SO WHAT? You can never touch it, not even when you are stepping into your coffin! FAT HOPE!

The parties went on till we got home in the middle of the night. We drank with each other until we couldn't walk along a straight line. We danced on the dining table, shouting and screaming like crazy girls. Yes, we were. We partied so hard, for what? It wasn't merely about my leaving. It's a kind of ceremony, which we supposed to have. as a memory towards the life we used to have. It is a symbol of we moving on to another stage of life journey.

I will on a jet plane again tomorrow, don't know when will I be back.

So again, byebye friends. Bye New Jersey. I love you, Princeton.

ciao.

Life Update Crap

It's been a while. I guess I have something to jot down here.

1. FREEDOM
I have quitted the au pair program and officially moved out from Long Island on the 30th June, 2007. I am staying with Protocol in New Jersey ever since the mentioned date above.

2. BARTENDING
I took the one-week mixology course in Authentic Bartending School in Edison (NJ), started from 2nd to 8th July, 2007. Finally, I passed the test on the 8th. Yes, I have a certain level of mixology skill. But, can I get a decent job in that area? Only God will know.

3. VISA
I had officially sent out my important documents to the immigration centre in California last week, applying for a change of status after receiving my I-20 from the university. Due to that reason, I don't have the original copy of my I-94 and couldn't take the driving test this morning. I am actually kinda upset about it.

4. NEW ROOM
After calling thousands of people, I found a place to stay in Santa Ana, California. It looks like a nice house to stay in. I will be staying with Protocol and each of us have to pay 430 US dollars permonth. There will be a Brazillian roomate who seems to be a bit weird in someway staying with us. Anyway, we will move in on the 1st of September.

5. COLLISION
My mom was hospitalized for about two weeks due to dengue fever. The Virus Flavirus was so deadly, it caused serious infection upon all of her important inner organs. She was in the ICU for 48 hours and the doctor even asked my grandpa to prepare for the worst as she was in a REALLY critical situation. The scariest thing was, I had totally NO CLUE of that. I knew she was hospitalized due to the disease but all of the family members kept me in the dark. All of them said that she was doing all right. UGLY LIES! I knew the truth only after she was discharged days ago. I cried so badly. I was so scared. At the critical moment, I wasn't able to stay by her side and I didn't even know that I might lose her forever! DAMN! Don't ever keep me in the dark AGAIN! I fucking hate it. Anyway, thank God. She's getting better right now.

6. FLYING
I have just bought an air ticket to Georgia on 17th July, 2007. Yes, I will be on plane again. What for to Georgia? hmm.. Well, I think I need some place to stay before flying to CA. Plus, Kailing's sister kindly offers a room to stay without rental for one month. I might get a job there. I don't know. I have no other better choice.

7. LUCK
I need luck, a lot of luck in this kind of situation. You guys out there, PRAY for me..