My Journalism1

Today is the second day of our final examination session! Two more subjects to go before we can proudly declare to the world that we have graduated! Nonetheless, at the same time, it's the time for us to say goodbye to each other. Sometimes, it is really hard to leave one another after three years of studying in the same class. Yes, I may not be able to have fun with all of you all the while. But, frankly speaking, deep inside my heart, each and everyone of you are somewhat important. You all have coloured up my days in UTAR!

SiewLing:Do you know that you are a very kind and sweet girl? I love the way you talk and the way you work and the way you smile. :-) I wasn't able to get to know you deeply but I know that you are kind, sweet, diligent and considerate! Keep it up ya! You can have great achievement somedays!

Annie:Even though we had our internship under the same company for three months but it is still pretty hard to really get close to you. Anyway, you are talented and I am sure you can be somebody in the future. Gambateh!

LiYee:You are the 'Astro' girl in our class! Yeah! You can sing, you can dance, you are cute and you are pretty! When is it possible for me to see you on stage again? I enjoy the moment we had our small conversation in LRT! :P When can we have that kind of hours again?

ChunYet:Yo! What's up man? You are our classrep but I have never seen you really act like one! Anyway, all of us would be bored without you. I am really glad that I had the chance to get to know you better in times of industrial training.Thanks for your kindness and help. Sometimes, I am thinking, it is really nice to know you. Thanks, my pal!

Rachel: Gusty girl! :) I enjoy the moments we spent in cyberspace. We had fun in gossiping about others! Even though our conversation took place virtually but I think that those virtuality experiences allowed me to know you better! You are a good friend to talk to and I will miss you!

Tasha:You are definitely a sweet and lovely girl! I have never met anyone who is as friendly as you do in my entire life. That's a good thing. The thing that I know about you is that you may be not that hardworking but you are wise and you will always make sure that you have fulfiled your responsibilities under whatever circumtances! I love that! Thanks for your kindness and help ya!

ChauYen:I wouldn't use those conventional adjectives like 'helpful' or 'easy-going' to describe you. I will say that you are a 'Devoted' friend! You have dedicated your entire life to your friends and tend to take care of them carefully, especially 'The special One'. :p hehe.I just want to tell you that your charming characteristic is a gift from God, so does your gorgeous figure! Treasure them!

Laiyee:You are a very polite and softspoken girl. You has been giving others a kind of impression that you are very 'fragile' and the wind seem like can blow you away very easily. Girl, you are too skinny! Gain more weight by eating more! I like the way you are and I am sure that you will be part of my important memories, even after 30 or 40 years later. :)

Kenjo:You keep a very nice blog and I enjoy reading them. You are truly a writer and have your own style in writing. Even though your eyes are small and you are quiet but I find that you are an inquisitive girl who is never going to let the world passed by you. You are observant and appears like a lovely next-door-girl. I like you.

Nelly:Yeah! Girl, You have a great leadership and I really admire the way you talk and the way you look. You are always confident and tend to exude your charm in a very subtle manner. You make me feel that you are someone who can really lead a big organization! Yeah! Keep it up ya!

WanYing:Wow! You. There isn't much I am going to write to you here since I have dedicated a post to you! Just want to tell you that no matter how, you will be in my heart! Muaks!

SuJin:Your big friendly smile captivated my heart. I love the way you laugh and bring us joys. :) You are truly amazing as you can have a fun and interesting conversation with the people whom you barely know. We all have fun talking to you! My friend, stay happy ya!

Fayes: Here comes the superstar of our class. Yo! I like the way you sing. Yeah, guy, you can melt many girls' hearts very easily! You are good looking and gifted with a stunning talent in singing but yet stil able to act humble and showing a moderate estimation of your abilities. That's really a precious value! Jr1 really proud of you! We are waiting for your album ya!

HuiWen: This is the utmost stunning and lovely girl in our class. She is our 'class flower' or maybe the cutest girl in UTAR! She could 'kill' guys very easily with her sweet outlook, adding on her irresistible smiles, even a girl would feel like kissing her whenener she talks to you seriously. Besides, she has the kindest heart which I have ever seen in my life. That's why, HuiWen, nice to know you and thanks for eveything you have done for me! Love you!

KitFye: KitFye is kinda serious and she seldom mix with a large group of people, neither does she laugh hysterically nor does she talks rubbish with her friends. She is a girl who is havign her own principles and would try her very best to fulfil her duties! I have a good time workign to gether with her! Cheers, my dear friend!

KhaiShin: She is an awesome girl. :) She has a very sweet voice, which resembles to a sweet melody that will linger in your mind for hours after hearing her giving speech! She is that kind of sweet and happy angel in our class and I have been knowing her for four years! We were kinda close at first but then due to the mixing of other groups of friends, we have some distances in between. However, we are still friends. It's a kind of friendship, which we keeps in our heart, when we want to use it, you will pass it to me right? :P

YehFang: LengLui! This girl forces all the people around her to call her beauty as she feels that it is a universal fact that she is pretty. In reality, she is really beautiful.:) She is hardworking, and tend to give other pressure when working with her! Anyway, it is a good practice as the assignments would hand in on time! yeah! Leng, THanks for your help ya! You are truly an angel! :P Friend forever ya!

Kathy: Kathy is a very quiet and introverted girl in our class. She tends to isolated herself with others, living in her own little fantasy world! But, once you try to start a conversation with her, you would know that she is kind, helpfull and compassionate. She will show you a very sweet smiles when you are talking to her and I find beauty in it! Maybe we are not close, but you are still a sweet friend, whom I will remember for life!

Broken Vow

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She told me that, 'He is neither a good husband nor a qualified father. If he is having someone else as his wife, she would ran away from him, twenty years ago...'

Ya, I know that you are a truly devoted mother and I love you dearly from the bottom of my heart. I am willing to sacrifice my life for you and do whatever I could to make you happy. But, please don't complaint to me about him again. My heart is bleeding when I see you working day and night to support the family. You are the greatest mother in this world and none of them would be able to sacrifice as much as you do for your beloved children. Nonetheless, he is still my dad.

I am reasonable enough to know the real situation, I know you need someone to lend you ears, I can be the one...But, please, I don't want to hear anything about him again. You have dedicated your life to us ENTIRELY and since you decided to not taking another approach, please don't say anyting like that again. In fact, I would be glad if you divorce him, twenty or thirthy years ago. I swear, I will never blame you for that, even if you dumped brother and I away. At least, things would be simpler and you can fight for your own will. The horrible marriage you have, has been haunting me so much...Sometimes, I feel so helpless and I couldn't even cry...

Mummy, I want you to be happy, please, for yourself, not anyone else.You deserve better. The fact is, he is my dad. He is a great failure but I am sure he loves me... Don't cut my heart with endless complaints and quarells. I beg you...

He told me that, ' You are capable, you are a superwoman, keep it up...' More of a sarcastic sentence rather than anything else...'

I wasn't able to talk to you as I was not in a cheerful mood and I was really having a lot to study and revise. I am not indicating something like you are inconsiderate or what as I myself are having tonnes of weak points that are disagreeable. However, your cynical implication made me sad, really really sad. Maybe I should say someting like 'Sorry' for everthing.

Nevertheless, when your special one is being sarcastic and ruthless...There should be an end, right?

Photoshop

Tasha is very proud of her 'professional' skill in 'Photoshop'.She tends to tell the whole world about it by forcing them to see her latest 'product' in her blog. hehehe. Actually, she is not the greatest 'Photoshop' expert, but she is really a good one! :p I have to give her my salutation. Wow, Tasha, you are really great and free. You got nothing better to do in your free time meh! :p hahah..She is willing to spend hours to master the software and sharpen up her skill.(*Myles is thinking of taking her hat off to Tasha for her hardwork, But then, she realises that she doesn't wear a hat on top! :P)

Seriously, the photoes constructed by Tasha via 'Photoshop' are truly amazing, that's the striking power of the software! Yeah! This reminds me of my own experience with the mentioned software and the 'unique' instructor who taught me to use it! hehe. He just got married, wow! Should we say something like 'congratulation'? :p hahah! He is a fantastic lecturer. I fell in love with 'Photoshop' due to his teaching.

At here I would like to show you all one of my the print advertisements that were completed by using the software for my 'multimedia tools for advertising' in Year 2. Of course, if compare to Tasha, mine is really stupid. But, that's the way of learning mah! We got to start at the very first step mah! WIhtout learning how to walk, it is impossible for us to fly, right? Tasha?! :P

My group decided to create our own 'Pet Hotel' advertising campaign that was name 'Chubby Tubby Mummy'. We browsed through thousands of pictures related to animals and then cut and paste them in a backgroud we created ourselves. Then, we got to mend the outlines, drew the shadows, adjusted the contrast colors, combined the small little creatures and many other silly jobs. For the assignments, we came out with 4 versions of the advertisements. Lampfly and I spent most of our hours that time in the 'Mac Lab'. We tried our best to master the basic tools and produced the best advertisements as these stupid little things carried great coursework marks in that semester. Finally, that's our outcome. If compare to Tasha's, ours are nothing. :) But, it is actually sweet to recollect the times Lampfly and I spent in the lab. :) Maybe it's time of separation, so I am a bit emotional. Each and every little thing I had with my friends is able to inspire me to write out something... They are my memories and memories are sweet, aren't they?

The saddest thing is, I am not able to produce the advertisement above right now. I forgot about the way of using those simple tools correctly...Nonetheless, the times I had with my friend would turn into an unforgettable piece of diamond that I will keep it eternally in my heart. :P

Hours of waiting!

I hate waiting for people. I wish I could leave now...the problem is, the one I am waiting for is not my friend. He is someone important, whom I have been counting on to pull up my 'performance' a bit, yes, just a bit...

I am sorry for accidentally offended him last night. I am here to say' Sorry'. Actually, it wasn't my fault totally, but I have to bear some responsibilities. Anyway, since he is angry with me I guess I have to apolozise for that... But, I have been waiting for hours, I should be staying home and study...Gosh! I am wasting my time here! What to do? That's the price I have to pay for offending someone Important accidentally! Anyhow, I am not the one who is to be blamed entirely!

The position he has is everything. I got to wait. I think he doesn't want to meet me. But, I will make sure I talk to him today, or else, my hours spending here would be wasted! Besides, I guess my effort spend in that stupid thing is the main. I don't want him to discredit me due to the misunderstanding we had yesterday!

God! Spare a little more time on me!

Full Stop.

Based on the explanation of www.dictionary.com, Full Stop is a "punctuation mark (.) placed at the end of a declarative sentence to indicate a full stop or after abbreviations" or "A period indicating the end of a sentence".

Besides that, I think a symbol like Full Stop, is able to act more than a common punctuation mark in different fractions of our life. We are graduating, maybe a 'Full Stop' can be used to mark the end of our friendships. Well, basically, in this case, I prefer a Comma(,) than a Full Stop(.). A true friendship shouldn't be influenced by those stupid unavoidable external factors like: discordance, separation, arguments and so on. Maybe, I am too ideal in that aspect but I think that's the way it should be. :p

In terms of some other relationships, sometimes, a Period can be a panecia for your problems...

There should be a 'Full Stop' when:

1. He calls you once in a blue moon.

2. He wouldn't care if you are down or blue.

3. There isn't any heart-to-heart talk between you two.

4. He thinks of something else when you need a big warm hug.

5. He tends to challenge your limit of dignity.

6. He just lets things over too easily.

7. There isn't a chance for you to share your happy or sad moments with him.

8. He is not updated with your current doings.

9. He put you aside when you are angry and deeply in hurt.

10. He blames you for something you have never committed.

11. He barely have time to accompany you for a good movie.

12. He doesn't know what is in your mind.

13. He lets off the opportunities to know you better.

14. He claimed that you are a hard nut to crack and refuse to understand your complicated heart.

15. He feels that you never miss him and never spend effort to find out 'WHY'.

16. When you are in the spirit to chat with him, his calling cards are always out of credit.

17. He wouldn't spare his time to cheer you up sincerely or dedicated himself for the activities you enjoy to do.

18. He always tells you that he has been 'sacrificing' his precious time for you and asked you to do something in return for his kindness.

19. When you feel that the relationship has been turning into some unpredictable lies.

20. When you couldn't remember the times you shed down tears and gave out smiles for him.

......

Is it a 'must' for ROMANCE to exist in a relationship, so that it will survive?

Well, not necessary. However, you must be devoted enough to develop a long-lasting relationship, without counting on 'HOW MUCH' you have been given and 'HOW MUCH' you want in return.

Hard, isn't it? yeah.. then perhaps, it's the time for you to pen a 'FULL STOP'...

Dear Chloe!

Dear Chloe,

Wow, so fast ya. How the time flies. :P Friend, we are going to graduate. Are you going to say something like 'Hurray'? Well, for me, I am not sure. I am happy that there isn't a need for me to study like hell anymore, neither do I have to worry about the marks of assignments and thesis nor do I have to worry about having replacement classes or anything of that sort.. But one thing I am sure is that, I am going to miss you, I am going to miss my classmates, UTAR and everything...

Among our circle of friends, you are the only one who can read me like abook. We have been staying under one roof for years and we did have our precious time in KTAR. We had tonnes of movies together and we even had a lot of fun chatting and teasing others. Waw...we have a lot of memories... those moments we shared, would carve an everlasting mark in my heart. :)

Actually, I am sorry that I am a hard nut to crack. People find me unfriendly, proud, stubborn, persistent and sometimes cold. Yes, I don't know why, that;s my nature, pretty hard to get along. But I guess I am blessed as there is someone like you who would spare time to understand me. :) thanks, my pal. There are too many times you made me touched but I didn't say anything. Sometimes, some things are better to be placed inside the heart rather than sayign them out fakely, right? :P yeah! I just I am a still a sincere and easy-going friend, for you?? Hope so!

Hey, you got to brace up yourself to face the challenges outside, ok? Time and tides wait for no men. When you have enough talents to be a winner, never tend to think like a loser, ok? No matter how, I will support you whenever I am in the future, hopefullythe distance between us wouldn't be too far! :P You must try your best in everything ya, my friend. :) you could have meritorious achievement, if you allow yourself to have a try!

I don't know why, but I just feel warm whenever I thought of the tissues you passed to me when we had the movie- 'King Kong' together. haha. At the time, I cried too much and I had to cover my mouth so that I wouldn't let out some horrible sobbing sound that are going to interupt others. :P hahah.. I am really thankful for having a friend to hand me a piece of tissue when I am sad. :) Yes, a symbol of friendship, even a very simple gesture can be very meaningful and remarkable. :)

Regardless of what is awaiting us in the future. Remember, be happy and be positive. :)

Take care ya...

Have me as part of your memories, ok?

MUAKS!

Dear Protocol!

Dear Protocol,

Hi, My dear friend. We are going to separate and go our own ways for our future. Within one month, we are going to say goodbye to each other... It is really hard for me to say so. We have beenknowing each other for 4 years. Sometimes, I guess it is pretty hard for me to explain our friendship to others. I guess it is a kind of 'destiny' for us to be good friend.

I would like to thank you for everything. Thanks for giving me rides during the times of showery or buring hot seasons. Thanks for accompanying me to shop for things, watching boring independent movie like 'Mean Creak', listening to my troubles and stupid opinions.

You know what? I guess you are correct in some senses. It is really hard for us to get true friend nowadays. In the process of growing up, we tend to change or even forced to undergo a total transformation, both mentally and physically. Like what I said, try to turn back and look at your high school pals, how many of them have changed? Some of them turned into a total stranger, whom you couldn't remember you used to be their best friend. I am really glad that you offer me a chance to be your friend. :) No worries, my friend, you are not going to turn into a cow, bull, horses or anything like that in your next life to return my kindness.. hahaha.. I guess you will be my life partner in your next life (coz you said a couple would get together normally is because of owing each other debts mah!! :p ) Joke lah. Impossible, my dear Protocol. I have been trying to fulfil my part as a friend. You never owe me anything, 'That's what friends are for!" Always remember that...

No matter how the time changes, you got to remember that I just want you to be happy and free. As happy as a little girl who has no worries in mind and as free as a bird, which is able to fly high. Chase away your sadness, no need to torture yourself for something or someone that is TOTALLY and COMPLETELY not suitable for you but brought you a huge pail of tears. Next time, when you are crying, my friend, always remember that your tears are meant for yourself, not anyone else. You cry only because you feel like relieving your agony, that's all! And, the utmost important thing is that there will always be someone, like your dearest mother and a stupid friend like me to stand by you. Ya, I don't mind you giving me a misscall to ask me calling back. hehehe.. even though it is quite expensive :). hahha However, I think it should be a kind of honor for me to lend me your ears. YES, years later, after you got yourself a nice job and wonderful family, you wouldn't even remember my name! yeah! :P so, I guess I have to treasure it! :P

At the moment, from the bottom of my heart, sincerely, I want to wish you ALL the best. Protocol, I want you to smile and laugh like crazy, ya, I just want you to be happy, nonetheless, please bear in mind, when you are down or feeling blue, I many not be the one to hug you or solve your problems (soemtimes I just couldn't reach you! :p) but, I will definitely be the one to listen to you. You will NEVER be lonely, as long as I am still alive! yeah!

Protocol, get a good job and good husband ya! :P

Remember me forever!

MUAKSS!!